Shhhhhh... Do you hear that?

Just the sound of my dishwasher going :o) It is so quiet in this house. Thank you, Lord. Today was a tough one... Kenny was grounded for kicking Trey. What a joy to have a 5 year old who can't go outside. A 5 year old boy at that! It was trying.

Something is wrong with Trey. I don't know what it is, but he's not happy. I know he and Jaeden both worry about their mom a lot, but this doesn't seem like worry. He is really unhappy. I know he wishes that Jerry and his mom would get back together, but believe me when I tell you that would never work again. Hell, it didn't work the first time. It seems like there is even more to it than that, though. I don't know what it is and it makes me very sad. I talk to him and he cries, but won't open up. It is breaking my heart.

Jerry called his regular doctor because the specialist wants to do MORE testing. Good grief. This is about ridiculous. Hopefully his doc will find someone to just take the stupid thing out. The results of his bone scan were negative which means it is not cancerous! Praise the Lord!!! I can't understand why they won't just remove it. It's beginning to feel like they're just being greedy.
More tests = more $.
I'm praying that we hear from his doctor tomorrow and that he knows someone who will remove it if possible. I hate that he hurts and can't play with the kids like he usually does. He says he's going to play softball on Thursday. This should be interesting.

My best friend's father had his testing done and they are going to do surgery to remove the cancer! They seem to think it will be really easy and super treatable. God is good all the time. Even when I'm mad at Him ;o)

Things with me are ok. I'm a little emotional right now, but that shouldn't surprise anyone who has known me in the past 5 years. Kids really screw you up. If I can get myself in check I'll be good to go! I am looking forward to our trip to North Carolina to see my brother, his wife and Preston! I can not wait. I suppose I had better call it a night. Jerry is already in bed sleeping and I have once again missed out on pillow talk (One of my favorite things). I hope to have a super funny story to share with you soon. Enough of this gloom and doom nonsense. Bring on the sunshine and rainbows!!!